Holding my phone, dialing her number and cutting it off before it rings, wanting to call her every minute but realizing I don’t have anything to say. Just want to hear her voice and find out how her day was so far. Secretly wishing she would come home today, wishing she would be mine… She reminds me of the first time I saw a red Camry 07, I fell in love instantly. She just too good to be true…my mind constantly putting her picture in my head… Come to think of it, comparing her to a Camry 07 means there is lust somewhere… Questions: is it possible to be in LOVE and LUST at the same time or are they mutually exclusive? Crazy thoughts of a Boy Nov 10 I just remembered, this might be my first blog... it was posted on FaceBook. But to think that I never got to go out with the girl... makes me sad...all the emotions, Postpaid debts and chinning other girls just because i like one girl and to jus suddenly not like the girl again...i can't still explain it... Is there a problem with me (...